At 5.30 this morning mrbeanz woke with severe abdominal pains resulting in a trip to hospital where he still is.
He doesn't cope with pain well, so it has been a fairly traumatic time.
And they still don't know what is wrong with him. He has had intravenous (sp?) morphine and is probably having various undignified invasions of his body as I write this.
Trouble is, if I am sitting by his bed I feel I should be at home with teenbeanzes, if I am at home with them, they don't seem to need me and get on with their computer games and I feel I should be at the hospital. I cannot even think about running, would seem too selfish.
What to do?